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Spoken word audio is of my father talking on some tapes I have.

When my dad killed himself in 2014, I was able to get some tapes of him talking to his then girlfriend who was in prison, and on some of the tapes he talked about me and sometimes my siblings. I’ve wanted to make a track using samples from the tapes since 2014 and I finally did it. My dad was not the best and he did some things to me that I now have PTSD from, but it was therapeutic to hear some of this stuff and now I give it to all of you. The track opens with him talking shit on people with Bipolar Disorder to remind myself that he probably wouldn’t have liked me if he met me as an adult. Also, please ignore him using he/him pronouns for me.


released June 10, 2021




The Flesh, Full of Black Sand Colorado Springs, Colorado

TW: Some album and song titles talk of suicide and other mental illness things. This is my outlet but I understand that it’s not the same for everyone.

Minimalistic, droning, dark ambient created by Dakota Snaketail.

Listen alone in a dark room with candles lit, or while you're falling asleep.
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